♡new fav parts of life♡

Posted on Sunday, 24 August 2014 @ 08:00 < 0End(S) >

It has been really long since I updated, guess that just shows how much time was robbed from me ;-; Well, things have been going fine I guess. Classes weren't too annoying, and now my fav is Mr Swee's bc he's really fun and goofy for a teacher. It felt like a year he's been in my class, but he just came here recently yet I can bet no matter how much my classmates "bitch" about Mr Swee, there is sure to be a tiny part in their cold hearts that likes him for not being like the other teachers. For trying to help our "quiet" problem and stir things up. He's someone I look up to, because despite his chubby appearance, he holds the same amount of influence Mr Chai held to the students. That's impressive enough...well for me. I dont know about others, but I'll just say this teacher is like what he usually self-proclaims, awesome. In his own ways :)

But Mr Swee's classes are only second bc PE CLASSES ARE THE FIRST IN MY HEART♥ BECAUSE WHY? BC VOLLEYBAAAALLLL  ;D At first, it was awkward bc I had to play with a different circle of friends but now we're getting along better! :) And it's my fav fav fav way to just forget everything. Like the second I start playing, it feels like my only problem is focused on the ball and nothing else matters. Every time I spike a ball, a sense of satisfication will come over me bc it's like spiking my problems, sending them far far far away from me. Whenever I fail to receive a ball, I can just jump and scream like a little brat and the frustration I vent out on that feels good bc I'm throwing out my negative feelings and sooner or later I'll be able to be back in focus for the next throw. All of that, I just love it. Except the fact that every time I stand on the court, I just can't receive a damn ball. It's frustrating, but it shows I need to buck up on my receiving I guess. ( well duh i suck at sports yet i still try to play yup im definitely that kind of idiot ) BUT THAT WONT STOP ME FROM LOOKING FORWARD TO PE CLASSES HEHEHEHEHEHE!!! and forcing people to play with me xD

Besides classes, my other fav part is watching Hunter x Hunter. This fav, I can write a hundred page book on that so I'll give a summary ;p The show uses a common plot, but how the story goes welcoming each character into the life of the protagonist and revealing bits of their history makes everything mysterious. How the personalities were portrayed between characters clash with one another were beautiful. It's also action-packed, showing fighting scenes that add to the thrill of the story. You might say its just an anime, the characters are just animated cartoons, but the meanings behind their actions can be related so much??? I've never felt this way with any anime since Gintama??? And by that feeling I knew I would never regret watching this show. It's not popular as Naruto, or as good as Dragon Ball but it's worth watching if you're into the summary I typed :)
With that,ofc I
 didn't type all my favs for no reason as I have typed out some stuff that makes me feel happy and yes, I feel whole lotta better and happier after going all out on this post.
I found on the internet that writing the things that make you happy
will leave you much better after writing it all out
And it worked for me /peace sign/

How about you try it out too? :)

These cuties are the protagonists, thats why you should watch hxh and aboard the Kirugon ship you won't regret it ;)




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humans or hypocrites?

Posted on Friday, 16 May 2014 @ 07:44 < 0End(S) >

In this world, there's no one, I repeat NO ONE, who has never execute an evil action. They say, those who commit such bad actions are classified as bad people. But the thing is, everybody is the BAD PEOPLE. Mindfucking, right?

But then soon we people came into a conclusion that we're only humans. We all make mistakes, and everyone deserves a second chance to turn to a new leaf. The rest, is up to God's judgement.

However, how are we to refrain from being 'bad people' to a large extent? From the start, we already are. By small actions. For example, we all had that one friend we disliked & ranted about them to our own friends, yet we are nice & kind in front of the person. That's called backstabbing, but from our point of view, its called 'expressing our opinions'. Have you ever felt that way? Yeap I bet you did.

Who knows? Maybe your own best friend is also a hypocrite. She talks to others how lame your jokes were and how annoyingly clingy you are, but never tells THAT to you. Hah. But even if she tells you, will you take it maturely and look at yourself first before telling her your response? I had my first experience doing that to a friend, & it took a day for us to make up. It was a really awful day, but worth it.

Im not saying suddenly telling your friend the truth is what all of us must do, it depends on the friend themselves. Whether they are mature enough to take the truth.

Try it out yourself.

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i like it the informal style

Posted on Wednesday, 26 March 2014 @ 06:49 < 0End(S) >

supposed to be studying physics now, but whatevs.

It's been like centuries ever since I updated??? Of course, how would I ever have the time to blog in between the hectiest schedule I'm currently having for this year??? Like everytime I feel like I'm free after school, God decided to send a message to any teacher to take up my time by some gathering or some task /rolls eyes until sushi roll/ 0h wHY.

Today was just awful. I dont think I did well on History and E-maths, even if I really actually studied. It's like there's a gut in me telling me that I didnt study enough. But there was something that made my day though. It was Artistic Wednesday, meaning there will be a performance. For today's performance, a nerdy guy came on stage & started talking so casually with the whole school. It wasn't the usual formal speech shit, he was talking cheerfully with us like it was fine to be like that. At first, the school was stunned, because it was not done the PRSS way; formal, perfect & structured. But then a few laughs were heard eventually & guess what? 

Even Mr Ashiq smiled while the nerdy guy conversed with us. No frowns, no 'I'm gonna speak to you' aura. 

The nerdy guy played 'Let It Go' on the piano & it sounded beautiful. No kidding, the whole school was watching & listening intently. Then in the middle of the play, he stopped slowly and suddenly shout out, "Sorry!" in a goofy way. Yes, that was what he done when he forgot some of the play. The whole school laughed, and he continued playing until the end. I clapped the second he finished, loudly as I can cos he deserved it. 
I guess it wasnt only me, cos to me, today's performance received not the loudest but the sincerest applause I ever heard. It was a great morning assembly :)

Great assembly performance, followed by shitty day
That was how I spent my Wednesday

Chao x


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she's the woman who has to endure your poops farts and all

Posted on Saturday, 1 March 2014 @ 00:11 < 0End(S) >

To all guys... especially you. Yeah you....I wish you would read this.

For all of you guys out there, if you're currently in a r/s, ask yourself this. Will you still love her after 50 years? Will you still reserve your special smile only for her? Will you still love her even with her countless wrinkles and endless naggings when she's an old woman? Be honest. Think.

If you have been ready for this question, and your heart & mind says YES within a heartbeat, well then good for you. Keep your word man. 

If you're not, then you're not even serious about the r/s. 
Cinta monyet is so primary school ok, grow up.

I know some of you're thinking, "Who the hell does she think she is? She's like a forever loner and she's saying all this touchy shit?" Yeah, I know. But then, I have seen this touchy shit fading before my eyes. I have seen a black and dull relationship, and I don't wanna see it again. Ever. That's all.

For the guys, cherish her. She's going to be the woman who's gonna endure your farts at night, & will know how you smell if you dont bathe, endure your bad habits, whines, knows your most ugliest faces and attitudes....yet she chose to stay with you for the rest of your life. Don't take her for granted. It disgusts me when guys who used to be all so caring & sweet turned into guys who scream at their life partner for not being enough. For not being perfect enough.

Who the fuck do you think you are? Read the previous paragraph again.
And again, AND AGAIN UNTIL YOU GET IT IN THAT HEAD.
Same goes for the girls.

I mean, I know there will never be the perfect definition for love,
but isn't love about seeing perfection even with their flaws
for eternity?




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let's read chapter 2,shall we?

Posted on Saturday, 1 February 2014 @ 05:10 < 0End(S) >

It's finally 1st Feb!♥ YAAAY BANZAI! (( it's a kind of a japanese cheer?? GINTAMA REFERENCE)) CHEERS TO SURVIVING A MONTH OF 2014! :D To be honest, It's unbelievable a month has gone by. I know there's nothing to celebrate about the beginning of a new month, but to me it felt like a week. Eventhough I'm starting to get along w my new plus annoying classmates, there's still a part of me that still believes it's all temporary & soon I'll be standing in front of 2E5 classroom, being welcomed by others. Quite sad eh? But I hope I'll get over it soon, not because memories of 2E5 mean nothing to me anymore, but because this year is meant to make more memories..... the only difference is with different people :) Yes, I'm starting to accept my class, cos besides hey, they ain't that bad! :) We even 'created' our own cheer, thanks to Mrs Sum HAHAHA "YEAAAAAAAAH!" People are starting be more open, & soon the people who were once sealing their mouths shut are cracking up jokes :p There's this 'togetherness' especially in my amath class! xD "Eh you got do?" "No :)" "OHKAY SET!" Can you see the /quotes w two fingers in the air/ "DIE TOGETHER SPIRIT"? HAHAHAHA Things've been going fine, & when I meant fine I mean I've been riding ups & downs in a rollercoaster called "Life" There's depressing times, there's happy times, there's it's-a-nice-day' times. For this month, I'm planning quite a few goals. One of them is "Occupy" Very general. I aim to occupy my mind whenever I'm suddenly feeling sad. It works for others, but I don't know for me! :) I hope I can. I've been emoing & eating & rolling on the bed until I became a sushi roll .____. Then I realised I've just been wasting time, cos WORRYING GETS ME NOWHERE. So instead of wasting my precious time, let's use our time to be productive! ;D Wish me luck, cos a procrastinator like me usually leave things done halfway HAHA Chao x

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they plead when its you they need

Posted on Friday, 31 January 2014 @ 06:39 < 0End(S) >

Today was a beautiful day. Cloudless sky, swirling leaves danced against the wind, my heart broke a little when I saw swings that brought back me to the past. That's all, nothin' much :)

Today I've been looking back at how school went. I then realised I've been helping people, especially unexpected people. The ones who never cared about my existence, or either ones who talk behind my back... How do I say it? When they're doing fine, I'm invisible to them. But when they have a problem, the 'curse' was lifted from me & poof! They're asking for help w puppy eyes plus pouting mouths in my face. Wow.

I'm sure you're thinking, "THEN SAY NO LAH." HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA timid people like me aren't able to say NO. I tried, & in the end, I got hate indirectly sent to me. Just because I'm unable or won't help them. These people, are the ones who are the type to take advantage over people's weakness. Of course, I am mad. Angry. Who wouldn't be?

The scariest thing about these people are they ACTUALLY LOOKED, SEEMED LIKE, THE KIND & FRIENDLY PEOPLE. They look kind & gentle, but in reality they're bastards. Like Satan disguising himself as an Angel. And I just wanna say, screw off. Go away. I know I sound like an ass, but I don't care. Treating people like tools, casting them aside when your problem is solved....HOW ABOUT GO SCREW YOURSELVES;) Somemore, if they have a bad attitude towards me & judge me (( and they say they're not judgemental OH WOW LEMME SHOVE A FORK UP YO ASS)), the more you deserve to just go & jump off a cliff.  I just hate it. Why treat people as tools? And if we can't solve your problems, you get all angry & pissed off, and try to harm or hurt us in a way. 

To the bastards,

Darlings, I'm not your maid. If you think I am, then where's my salary you asses. People may say I'm overlyhelpful, kind blah blah blah, as what they claimed. But that doesn't mean you should take advantage of that. I'm not a tool, if you want a tool go take a drill & shove it in your pouty mouths. I'm just a normal girl,a human being so treat me like one.

BYE.

Moral : Always spit a FAT NO to bastards.

Chao x

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a smile can do so much,yet seem so little?

Posted on Monday, 27 January 2014 @ 06:26 < 0End(S) >

Today's Monday, so obvious-ly, my foul mood was turned on automatically before I can stop it & painted on an emotionless face cos looking angry/sad uses a lot of energy. I'm just like that. I just give everyone a blank look, & they'll be like asking/ or telling me my face is as pale as A GHOST. Haha, very funneh. Little did I know it will not last long.

Just w the grin & a laugh, my foulness evaporated just like that. It turned my frown upside down. I was mindblown.
It's amazing how someone's smile can brighten one's day, even if it's just a little. It doesn't have to be the love of your life or anything. It can be an old lady talking on the phone, chatting to her son excitedly about the dishes she's gonna cook when he comes back. And there, a big lopsided smile was pasted on her face. You can't help but feel happy for her. It can be a guy you saw at the canteen, he was laughing & cheering cos his team won the game. His team mates slapping him on the back, teachers going up to him to say good job on that last goal. And again, the teen who was once an antisocial person grinned from ear to ear Or better, it can be strangers on the street who display smiles when you accidentally make eye contact with them. I'm sure you have experienced this? It's kinda of wonderful, this interaction that affects us even if we're not involved.

Eventhough mine's different, but it was just a simple smile & grin that makes the dull sky a little colorful. I'm thankful, because if not for that, I was actually planning to shut out everyone, do my work & go home straight. This shows a smile can change someone's day. I don't know if my smile can brighten someone's day, but I wish I could :) (( If I'm pretty enough MAYBE I WOULD BRIGHTEN EVERYBODY'S DAYS HAHA OK))

So, let's all smile even if it's only Tuesday tmrw ;D
WHY? Who knows? Maybe someone out there needs your smile. 
Let's pass on this act of brightening one's day :)



Chao x







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